Socially Awkward realization
First, i would like to cover what has been going on. There has not been any life altering changes I have went through. There has been a lot of self reflection on my past, and a long with self-reflection, comes the realizations of my life. I don’t remember telling this, but about 6 months ago I realized I was socially awkward. How did I come to this conclusion? Well, I was in the shower and I was reflecting over my life. One of the main things I noticed is when I was in the neighborhood of 13 years old. I started drifting away from most of my friends. It was hard to realize something like this about yourself, and never see it for yourself until later in life. So - 27 years after it started, I FINALLY saw it for myself. What does it mean for me? Well, it means that I have to work a little harder to be close to people. Can you blame people for this? Of course you can, but in reality, it’s up to YOU to deal with yourself. So, although I have a good idea what caused this change in me; I do not blame the people that were involved. It’s just how I handled the difficult situation I was in at the time.
Jan 16, 2022